here we go again.
wednesday morning scans.
wednesday afternoon results.
that is going to be a long day, because i will feel like hell in between.
but i will only have to wait a few hours for the results and i am thankful for that.
it is hard to believe that it is this time again. i feel like i am still trying a bit to get my feet under me and get my bearings after my surgery.
when i got the schedule, april 6th seemed so far away even though it was really only like 7 weeks. but any stretch of time i can get between scans and tests can seem like a long time to me when i am at the start of it. and then it quickly passes, each day dropping away, and then before i know it i am walking into seattle cancer care and heading in for the scans and the routine that comes with them.
i miss writing here, i just can't seem to find my way back to it like i always have.
i am not sure why it feels so different this time around to find the words to write here.
it just does.
so we will see how it unfolds as i move through this week and beyond.
thanks for all of the love and prayers, they bring me a lot of comfort in these sleepless nights.