keep them crossed

we did bloodwork today and that did not make the source of the pain (which continues) clear. tomorrow i have an ultrasound at 10. hopefully i will get some feedback on that by the end of the day. we are moving up my scans that i was going to have at the beginning of september to be either tomorrow or sometime early next week. in addition to the pain, i was really nauseas all day so it has been a long thursday. i am exhausted. but i expect to get little to no sleep since my mind is filled with anxiety and "what ifs" that will not allow for much rest. continue sending your luck. i need it.