and the hits keep on coming

I am going to make this short and share a text I sent as I don't feel like writing anything else right now or being on the computer.

so not good news today with oncologist today. he is keeping me off the treatment meds due to the side effects. i will come back next week for scans and to meet with him again. pending those, we will see what options i could do since my body has rejected so many of the others. he said there aren't many options left, so maybe we do look at open chest surgery and/or going to texas or maryland to see if i qualify for anything there. we are of course totally devastated yet again. keep the love coming. xoxoxo