tug o' war

the nausea continues. mornings are especially kicking my butt right now, by the afternoon it starts to decrease. i feel like the interferon is on one end of the rope and is just constantly pulling its weight against me. since i didn't let it stop me from going through daily activities while i was doing my shots, i will be damned if i let it stop me now. so i continue to hold on to my end of the rope, i know it will give up at some point. just a matter of time. 

i have been having very strange dreams mixed with some nightmares that are not allowing me to get much sleep lately. i am so tired all the time. i think that i could take a nap for a solid week and feel like i need more rest. i am pretty sure that my schedule doesn't allow for a week of napping, so i don't think that is going to happen. hopefully some restful nights will.

on a good note for the day my friend ellie's dad got clear scan results in one of his first post-cancer treatment scans. take that cancer. i know that he plans for more of those types of results to come, so you might as well give it up. put your tail between your legs and head out.

at days end, i got to do a fun craft project with malena, watch an episode of dora, play with her while she took a both, and read dora (do you notice a theme?;) books. all in all, the good  outweighted the nausea today, as it usually always does. 

great incentive for tightening my grip...another day of pulling begins.